never

doesn't matter now you're gone
you've never been 'round...

i dont know if i really never had your heart. siguro I did pero sandali lang. it could not be mine forever. pero it doesn't matter na. at least my life's complete even without you. even happier that you're not around. i could be my own girl.

i have already forgiven myself and i think that's enough. i hope you would, too. and be happy...

even if i wasn't meant to be the one who could reach out to your heart forever, i hope if you find her, you'll be a better person. you would not rob her of her personality. i wish you could love yourself enough. so you could love another person enough as well.

and if you won't listen, if you wont change?
doesn't really matter if you don't,
you never listened...
..........
i found this in one of my notebooks... wrote this last year....